Below are the 13 most recent journal entries recorded in faeriecrazy's LiveJournal:

Saturday, June 9th, 2007
4:24 pm	Home (more of a rant) So I have been home for about 4 weeks now and let me tell you I am getting either very annoyed or bored. The annoyance is coming from my parents getting on my back about almost everything. That are yelling at me about my room, which I will admit needs to be clean, and the class that I am taking right now. Most of all I am getting tired of hearing that I am getting fat and that I basically don't look good. I have heard everything from you need to loose wait because I won't be able to get a job. They are always asking don't you want to get a boyfriend and then they say that you must loose weight then. I am getting so tired of the people worrying about weight and what they look like and then telling others that they aren't pretty or handsome. Sorry just had to get that out. On another note my family got 3 new kittens and I got a new haircut. Plus my class is going well and I get to enjoy talking to my friends at home. That is about it for what is good right now. (Comment on this)
Monday, February 19th, 2007
12:47 am	Lent So any one who keeps up with the christian faith. This Wed is Ash Wed and the begining of Lent. So this year for Lent I am going to be giving up sodas and Artificial Sugars, as normal. But I am also going to add trying not to cussing. So hear is the deal with the cussing. I figured if I just gave it up with no punishment I wouldn't bennifet from it. So for every cuss word said out of my mouth I will donate a certain set of money to the Safe Home Rape Crises Center here in sparkle city. Hear is the money amount: Fuck and sexual induindo is 25 cents Shit, Bitch, and any variation of the word ass plus any french cusswords are 10 cents Hell, damn, and any proclamation of eternal damnation including God is 5 cents But don't worry for every day I make it I put a peny into the jar. I will keep every one updated on my progress. Sorry for anyone who is offended by some of the words used. (Comment on this)
Thursday, February 15th, 2007
6:04 pm	Bitching So i have to bitch about just everything is bothering me. All I have gotten is Jessica help me with this I don't understand or jessica i need you to do this for me or (my personal favorite) jessica, so and so said that you need to do this and they are mad at you now because you haven't. I have one of my hugest pet peives is those who don't tell me things and then get pissed at me because i didn't do what they thought they tell me. I also can't stand this month. It is like haunted everything and anything that can go wrong does. It usually is the stuff that end up being life shattering that happens, too. Well that is my bitching for now and i will be probably better at the end of this month but a lot of this month will probably be a lot of bitching from me just being massively stressed and just normally upset. (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 14th, 2007
12:56 am	left now back SO I know I left for about a year and haven't posted anything but just been busy. I'm back now and I will probably being using this to bitch about what is upsetting me in my life at the moment. so Yay (Comment on this)
Friday, April 14th, 2006
5:44 pm	Long awaited update So yeah I know I haven't updated in a while but I have been extremely busy. My roommate left at the end of February and I have had a single. I have to say I love having my own room!!!!!! I do keep getting weird AIM messages from people that I don't even know!!!! It is starting to scary me actually. The best news of all is that I have found a roommate for next year though. Yay for me!!!!!! Well this is my update and I'll try to update a little later!!! (Comment on this)
Tuesday, February 14th, 2006
1:25 pm	V-day Happy Valentines day, to everyone. I know it's valentines day but I have something else I want to talk about. So what is it with children who seem to be getting boyfriends/girlfriends at younger ages and by younger ages I mean younger then 12 years old. I know you are thinking what is it with me and children but I have been doing a lot of thinking of how it was for me when I was that age and then to listen to my sister to talk about her friends who have boyfriends or having guy problems. By the way my sister is 9 years old. So back to the topic why is it that this seems to be a new thing. It actually scares me on how much the children actually think about the boyfriend/girlfriend topic that early. This makes me think though what could be the cause and everything seems to point to the media emphasizing those types of relationships. Especially disney the fairytale weddings/relationships seem to be the goal of everyone's life. Well, that is it and thanks for putting up with my randomness. ♥ Happy Valentines day ♥ Current Mood: It's v-day (Comment on this)
Wednesday, February 1st, 2006
7:22 am	something fun The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart. In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance. Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? (Comment on this)
Friday, January 27th, 2006
3:12 pm	blah blah is a wonderful word to describe what i feel like right now. Classes are about to end and I have had a million things to do. Anyway I know I promised yall that I would finish my little splurt from last time but I have totally forgotten where I was going with it. Which probably means that it was a pointless point. Anyway that is all. Current Mood: blah Current Music: HIM ("Wings of a Butterfly" (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
6:59 pm	going insane I am so bored here. I mean don't get me wrong I love it here at Converse but I need to get off campus. I mean I am staying quiet busy though. Although I have figured out that I constantly change accents when I speak. I know you are thinking everyone does but not like me. I mean I was reading a fairy tale for one of my classes and I took on a horible british accent. Going back to going insane. I think pretty everyone needs to just get off campus and do something. Anything because it really will. Something totally different. I was watching Law and Order and Cold Case these last couple of days. The subjects of these particular shows was children disappearing/dying. All of this was due to other children making fun of them and this got me thinking on how much the personality of the child seems to depend on there childhood experience. It is those children who seem to have a horrible childhood (at least in the child's opinion) that turn out having some sort of problem. The scary part that these kids in the show could be my sisters or brothers. I'll have to finish this idea later. (Comment on this)
Tuesday, January 3rd, 2006
6:40 pm	Hey Hey all of yall I'm back from Christmas break. I thought I would go home and have nothing to do but it turned out that my mother pretty much had my whole time planned. I worked at my old job and earned some money which is always helpful. I got great stuff for christmas and am (believe it or not) glad to be back at school. There is only so much yelling and arguments you can take from your family and I definitely got to much but go figure I am one of 4 children. So what shoould I had expected. Well I hope you all got a good break and had a wonderful christmas and new years. Current Mood: cheerful Current Music: Beauty and the Beast (broadway version) (Comment on this)
Friday, December 9th, 2005
2:16 pm	hello This is just a quick update. It is really just put my quote of the day on the site. "One day you will ask me which is more important, my life or yours. I will say mine, and you will walk away never knowing that you are my life." - unknown (4 Comments |Comment on this)
Wednesday, December 7th, 2005
2:31 pm	Life and Dreams I know this is only my second post and that this is going to be a really serious subject but I feel like I need to write about. Since this subject has been on my mind a lot lately and is actually something dear to my heart. Anyway now to what I have been hinting at but haven't said yet in this post. I've been thinking of dreams and no not the dreams that you have a million of a night. But the ones that you build your whole life around. I actually started to really think of this my senior year in highschool and I know that was only last year but still it has plagued my mind for a while. What really trully sparked the new interest on it was the fact that about two to three months ago I had to decide what classes I was going to take during Jan and Spring term and I know what does that have to do with anything. Except it was at that moment when I was sitting in my advisors office talking about class schedule that I decide not to get a minor in edu but one in theatre and major in chem but no that wasn't when I trully started questioning myself. It was when my mom asked me what could I do with the degrees I was planning on getting and all I could say was I don't know. Then about a month later at Thanksgiving, my mom asked me if I had given any thought to what she had said and I of course said that I hadn't. That is when she asked me what if I could do anything in the world except get my PhD in Chem would I want to do. I thought about it and I couldn't answer it. It was then that I realized I lost something very important to me. In fact it was the driving force in what I have done for over 12 years. That was my dream of being a doctor. But the thing is I lost the will power and interest in it. Actually looking back at I lost the dream in 9th grade. When my chem teacher told me that the dream that I had then wouldn't be the dream I had in college. At that time I thought she was wrong but as I can see now she is right. The thing is I'm not so sure what my dream is now and to tell the truth I don't know if I know who I am right at this moment. I know that is what college is for but at the same time I feel this new knowledge of myself is scary and at the same time it feels like I lost part of myself. While I try to think of what I want to do when I graduate, I begin to notice that I really don't have any aspirations of what I want to do with my life. When I try to think I have nothing not even the idea of a husband and children come to mind and that is what really scares me. That actually leads me to what I am hoping I can get you to think of and leave me a post on your opinion please. Why is that you spend your whole life dreaming of one dream and that dream is what motivates you to do everything? But when you think about it you somehow lost that dream then what are you suppose to do? It doesn't even matter what the dream is. It could be getting married and having kids to teaching to bieng in the army. What does matter is that you think of the questions I asked you and either leave an answere or not but please think about it. Current Mood: indescribable Current Music: Beauty and the Beast (broadway version) (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Sunday, December 4th, 2005
8:18 pm	booo Hey, this is my first entry! Don't really know what to write, but this is way more complicated than xanga. Current Mood: curious (3 Comments |Comment on this)